I Thought I Didn’t Fit

A personal story about chasing identities, collecting modalities, and discovering that integration was the work all along.

Jul 12 • Jen Pillipow

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I’m tired of fixing myself

Lately a lot of things in our house have broken and needed fixing or replacing.

Jul 5 • Jen Pillipow

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June 2026

Part III: The Hidden Bargain Beneath Achievement

Part III: All Backwards

Jun 13 • Jen Pillipow

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Part II: The Hidden Bargain Beneath Achievement

Part II: The Velvet Pouch

Jun 10 • Jen Pillipow

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Part I: The Hidden Bargain Beneath Achievement

Part I: Making Space

Jun 7 • Jen Pillipow

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May 2026

The Emotional Weight of Casual Relationships

On acquaintanceships, emotional depth, and learning that not every connection has to be deep.

May 31 • Jen Pillipow

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Part IV: Rendezvous with Grief

Hope is for Suckers.

May 21 • Jen Pillipow

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April 2026

Part III: Rendezvous With Grief

Hello, Grief: The First Meeting

Apr 28 • Jen Pillipow

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Part II: Rendezvous with Grief

Safe, But Fragmented

Apr 23 • Jen Pillipow

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Part I: Rendezvous with Grief

A Broader Definition

Apr 21 • Jen Pillipow

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May 2024

The Comfort Paradox

It's not comfortable. It's just known. The comfort is in the illusion of control.

May 5, 2024 • Jen Pillipow

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April 2024

Lessons in Fear

and 2 ways to transmute it + the bridge from Fear to Love

Apr 14, 2024 • Jen Pillipow

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